我要快乐

我要快乐

哪怕笑的再大声

心不是热的全都是假的

只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍

谢谢了伤我的人

想做乐观的人

每种雨声听了都不冷

我并不是天生爱寂寞

却比任何人都多

就算把世界给我

我还是一无所有

kana scolded

by the agent yest wen i finally called thru. she said "y u make appt with me already stil ask ur agent to call me? u ask ur agent to call me rite? u noe tt's wrong anot?" wa lao. wan2 buy hse oso kana scolded. then at nite rem to check online on HLE and found out its rejected. double whammy. so angry.

then dear say give up on looking at resale now n jus wait for the feb'08 ballot, if stil cant get then buy resale then. i dun hold any chance on the stupid ballot anymore. plus feb'08 one is central towns, total 15 towns loh. how to go squeeze with so many other ppl? these districts sure v v v hot one loh, who wouldnt want to get a flat in central? if stupid sengkang n punggol already 16-to-1 liao then i tink the central one can b 500-to-1. so shit loh. is wait cos wan a cheap new flat fm hdb, bt its even to win lottery than get the stupid number.

tonite gg to meet ah boon + gf n gay + junie for dinner. stil arrangin out the details with dear. he's takin v long to reply my emails. duno hw to go dwn later. arghhh... plus come already. its gonna b a hassle.

oh god

y mus tis type of thing hap to me....

was stil deciding today wana go the isetan private sale anot, then saw newsp got this v gd deal at blk 81 commonwealth. decided to forego the sale n go view the hse. then ask derrick arrange n he say agent say cant, earliest sat. then i was so disappointed n puzzled cos tt agent told me tonite 730pm can.

now i try n try to call the agent n cant call thru. tink she no batt cos sms oso no reply. WHYWHYWHY mus lk tt???!?!?! arghhhh. if i hav to end up arrangin myself i could hav jus did it on the spot wen she offered 730pm. wa lao. lk one big circle bt no result. pui.

gonna kip callin n tryin. can i pls hav the luck to call thru to her???

muacks

hapi anniversary dear!!!!!

tom is the day

where we gonna spend $30 eat dinner at YP hse, n announce our news to his buddies. haha... dear kip reminding me to go draw money for the dinner, tsk tsk.

we din

get a gd ballot number. 5070 out of 5146. i dun feel lk wakin up wen i c dear's sms.

i dun feel lk doin anythin today. feel lk slappin sm1. e sm1 tt told me its gonna b v easy to get the flat. *SLAP U*

bridal shopping 6 - the final episode

haha... placed deposit with Di Gio already jus now, another thing settled! weee!!! although it is more expensive than The Aisle, we felt more comfortable with Di Gio. the staff there r reali v nice and accomodating, n v willing to listen to wat we want in the package and tailor it to meet my needs. calculate already, if we do not top up a lot of pics (ie 10 or >), we r stil in budget!

got a bit of oversight on the AD VG package tho, we would b able to get it $100 cheaper if we take from outside, bt oh well, nvm la. wen the date draws nearer then we see wana drop tt VG anot loh. thinkin of doing the AD morn montage ourselves, using the AD PG morn pics and do a simple ppt, so can save $200 cos dun hav to ask the AD VG to do it. see how loh.

hapi!!! one more thing settled!! was feelin v tired for the past wks gg to so many bridal shops, to and fro. today gg to Di Gio was the 4th time, ahaha... so pai seh. bought chocs 4 e 2 gals agn, hehehe...

crossing fingers for tom's ballot results!! hope we get a gd no.!!!!!!! pls pls pls!!!!!

yest's gathering

was a blast! haha... we tot we were the last to reach, cos sup to meet at ard 730-745 n we reached at ard 830 cos dear went to collect hp stuff fm an online seller who was late/disappeared. bt then we were the 1st to reach, hahaha...

so then we ordered kfc n pizza hut, then may came late with a box of choc cake, carrot cake n brownies. haha, then carrot say "ya, everyone here already, can announce" may heard it and went "ya, wats the announcement? wat announcement?" i tink my face went even redder than the traffic light from then (*.*) like caught red-handed, hahah... then goes one round of "wat?", "no la, where got?"...

then dear came over and placed his hands on my shoulder n made the announcement. hee. i din noe where to look. feel so "luan", hahahhaha... then we talked more over dinner (which came late, hmph!) and everyone was lk "y nv say earlier?"... sori sori... cos:

1) feel tt shld let dennis n anne noe first, cos we v paiseh tt its the same day
2) initially it took some time before we told my parents, so dear was sayin tt shld let parents noe first
3) well, then once parents knew, everythin was so fast - go temple, go fortune teller, go find hotel
4) basically, dear wana announce wen most things r finalised loh..

aft dinner, anne asked "got space for desserts?" and she took out a pot of almond lychee pudding with a v cute card tt wishes me n dear a happy engagement!!! so touched and unexpected!!!!! awwwwww!!! thanks guys for all your well wishes!!! we'll have an informal dinner to share our wedding pics/videos etc!!!



Kiss Glitters

cont playing wif my blog

hehehe.... made the header pic big agn. made posts bigger so tt video can appear correctly. tried to add music bt doesnt work leh.... hmmm.... try agn another time.

wanted to find the cold storage advertisement jingle and download it for my ringtone, bt cant manage to find it leh. instead, i came across their "Lets Cook" tab, and found tis wonderful menu for Ice Cream Muffin! so interesting n yet so simple. Unbelievable :

ICE CREAM MUFFINS

What you need (serves 6):
1 cup of flavoured ice cream (melted) 1 cup of self raising flour 1 tablespoon of sugar

What you do:
1. Preheat oven to 180°C.
2. Add sugar, melted ice cream in a mixing bowl and stir.
3. Add sifted flour and fold in till it is well mixed.
4. Pour batter into paper cups.
5. Baked in preheated oven for 15 minutes.
6. remove from the oven and serve warm.

Tips:
You can use any type of ice cream except Vanilla ice cream.
You can add chopped nuts, chocolate chips or fruits.
To make a good muffin:
Do not overstir the batter. Batter should look lumpy. Always baked in an oven with the temperature of 180°C. Maximum baking time is 20 minutes.

Copyright ©, 1997-2006. Cold Storage Singapore (1983) Pte Ltd

was a bit sad jus now wen news came tt e hse we wanted to take a look at tis evening was already taken. buyer placed a cheque already. sigh.... was hopin to get the flat cos its cheap, at Upper Boon Keng, asking 220K valuation 202K. arghhhhh!! stil tot can view tonite n ask dear's dad go temple tom to ask. argh!!!!!

anyway, gotta go out le, meetin dear's frens for dinner...

blog new look

decided tt the header pic shrank size is v ugly. went to resize manually using the html code, so the one u c now is the best tt i can do, haha... then decided to revamp the whole blog. added a lace background, added the wedding counterdown ticker n added a glittery fairy bear bear, hahahaha!

check tis cute lil 7yr old!! so amazing!

Marc Yu is a child musical prodigy, a Cantonese boy born in Macau now living in the States, and entirely taught and schooled at home by his single Mum.

rush rush mon

had to go back ofc in the morn to handover the NT stuff n do my timesheet. arghh... sup to b lk 15min to do the stupid timesheet bt then cork up!! my name already transfered to RAS bt grade wrong. tried n tried myself bt cant. give up. called IT n they tried bt cant. then ask me call HR. then its 1.29 wen i called. guess wat. they ask me call back later. ARGHH!! give up. decided to do up the manual amendment form so spent time typing out line by line, argh!!

suppose to leave ofc ard 1 n meet dear 4 lunch, bt end up ard 2 then i leave. was rainin wen i walked over to meet dear. :(

dear surprised me by meeting me at esplanade entrance, n hug me fm behind! din noe he was there, ahhaha.... muacks!

ate korean fd, n then i went over to Golden Horse Awards to see if got cheaper than Di Gio. oh well, no. hahaha... then i shop ard, look at nik-naks, look at wedding bands, then dear sms me "talk so long ah?" ahhaha... then i said no la, i walkin ard myself. then i asked if wana wait 4 him knock off anot, then he say 3+ only, go hm rest la. so i went over to shuttle bus stop, n saw it drive away!!! argh!!! fed up, told dear i wait for him la, another 1.5hrs b4 he knock off... hehe.... jus wan him to hug me on the way home, hahaha....

bridal shopping 5

went to uncle mike there in the morn, and then went to The Aisle (3rd time!) to try see if can negotiate to match Di Gio. managed to up the no. of pics to 36, and overall (plus AD PG + VG + montage), its cheaper than Di Gio by $400. of cos got other items (eg 12"x18" album, 2 CDs return, we b the poster couple), bt these items i wun place much importance one leh. the staff oso showed us a TW mag tt shows v nice wedding pics. said they r tryin to reach tt standard.

so dear said they r cheaper, bt doesnt mean they r of lesser std. if they can reali do lk 80% of the mag pics, its reali v gd already. bt i tell him its a qn mark leh. if they cant, n remains as current standard, then its reali bad.

so now its a matter of $ vs pictures. dear kip sayin its nt a matter of $. cos already spend abt $6K, wat is the $400? dun bcos of $400 n spoil/waste the whole $6K.

so now stil stuck on which to take :(

optical illusion

If you take a look at the following picture , let me tell you .... it is not animated. Your eyes are making it move. To test this, stare at one spot for a couple seconds and everything will stop moving. Or loo k at the black center of each circle and it will stop moving. But move your eyes to the next black center and the previous will move after you take your eyes away from it.... Weird

bridal shopping 4

went down to Di Gio today with dear. my 3rd time there liao. so pai seh. bought a box of Cadbury chocolate eclairs 4 e two gals, to sweeten them up, ahaha...

dear was hapi with the pics, n we managed to streamline the package to wat we want. wrist corsages r at $8 a piece, so i tink i will prob DIY myself. Another thing we might save on is not to stay overnite at Bintan. bt Amanda n Carrine reali listened to our needs n give us a package tt meets our needs.

guess we hav to make another trip to The Aisle to check if they can match up in terms of the items in the package..... ANOTHER TRIP!!! tired.....

one thing tt surprised me was tt Amanda n Carrine did not pester us lk wat The Aisle did last nite. they were v understanding. so we managed to have our dinner! hahaha... walked over to Maxwell mkt, n i had this big n yummy plate of sotong mee! dear ordered the famous curry chicken mee, n he enjoyed it too :) then went over to Tong Heng to buy the yummy egg tarts, then its off to watch HEROS agn!! our weekly escapade, hahaha!!

bridal shopping 3

met carrot tis aftn, told her abt the BIG news, hahaha... cos dear met up with Dennis last nite, n told him le, so then at least its a form of respect tt he get to know it first n he's cool with the whole ting mah. anyway, we went to Ted Collection n understand abt the package fm the boss. looked at pics n gowns oso... then we left the place go back Tanjong Pagar to Carrot's ofc.

then meet dear at The Aisle, for him to look at pics. wa lao, talk n talk until 10+. i din even hav dinner. 3 against the 2 of us. then aft tt, we stil ran for bus! din managed to catch the bus, bt i was so giddy fm hunger excarbated by the run :(

wen the bus came, i was feelin so bad i wana vomit already. hav to ta han all the way hm n cook maggi mees still...

bridal shopping 2

wanted to go dwn to precious moments bridal actuali. had left hse n walkin to bus stop wen dear sms me tell me too ulu, dun go (its at upper thomson rd). so change track, go tanjong pagar loh.

go temple pray pray, then offer incense. pray tt get blessin for the hse ballotin n a smooth career in my new job... got 2 rude ladies tt jus dun wana q n "chup" in to burn their stuff wen i was still burning.. tsk tsk..

then we went to I-weddings first. package was not cheap. price ard $3388 w/o bintan. comparing to Di Gio, its exp. then me n mum went for lunch n then took her to Di Gio, managed to get a clearer pic of wat i wan in the package. mum also liked the album a lot. then we went for dinner at chinatown n went to Everbliss. it reali sucks. in summary, the poses r the same for each couple n even the props r the same. price oso not cheap. yucks.

decided tt nt much pt to shop ard Tanjong Pagar already, since AL shld hav done it n the Di Gio package is already negiotiated n passed down. will try other areas n c if its better.

bridal shopping

went dwn to The Aisle with mum today. they having a promotion, free bintan trip if sign up by 23/12/07. Package costs $2988, got most of the stuff, bt pics only 30. photography was m'sian style, one pic one pg. she can only show me one "digital" on the comp, bt its lk jus crop pics into heart shape.... got mtv package oso, bt too exp le.... gonna hav to calculate the cost differences bt this n Di Gio.... gown-wise both r ok, no prob. now is jus the pics.... then met up dad take bus 100 go tanjong pagar. was rainin too heavily, cos unable to walk fm the bus stop we alighted. then bus 80 came n dad asked us all to take. took us to Harbourfront bus interchange. then i said forget it, take mrt go aunt's hse str. n he got angry, quarrelled, shouted. then jus cold war all the way to aunt's hse n hm. aunt showed me her wedding video. v nice!! n oso her kua, which she stil kips in a box. me gonna borrow tt for my AD!!

my aunt's kua

super rainy day

wanted to go shop for bridal packages today, bt was tired n slpt in. plus it was raining heavily the whole day! haha... i woke up at 5 today, hahahhahahahha

nothing much done today... jus stay at hm n nua n enjoy my first day of REAL leave!!

today is my last day!!!

Finally!!!

tis morn i felt so hapi, i nv felt so hapi goin to work so the longggeeessssttttt time!!!! work up late, smhw the alarm went off n i cont to slp, hahah... so left hse ard 10+, go tanjong pagar buy the famous muffins. they moved to a smaller shop, n i was so shocked to find tt it was nt at where i tot it was. bt asked ard n managed to locate it. Chocolate n Spice muffins. Yums!!

then on the way walkin to ofc, decided to ask GP n ZH if they can meet up for lunch. GP din pick up call, so i sms STW who said ok. went back ofc n CE asked wana lunch anot, so i tot then to keep it within colleagues loh. called LMH n he oso ok. basically i go ard askin ppl myself, yucks. in the end, ppl tt went go eat Sakae (ya, haha... CE wana eat) at CPF building are : STW, LMH, CE, YTG, VT n me loh. its abt $80+ for 6 person. YTG kip askin ist my treat to them, cos other snrs treat him eat. ~ tiao ~

aftnn was spent packing up things n moving them over to the new ofc at City hse. then leave ofc to meet AL at 5, halfway there, she sms sayin tt she will b late. so i called aunt n went up to her new ofc instead. gave her one muffin n oso catch up with my cousins cos they jus finish exams yest.

met AL n went to Di Gio bridal shop. looked at albums n go through package. then AL send me go orch where i waited for dear to cm meet me, then we go his hse watch Heros on laptop....

tis is my eventful day. ahhaha.... peace out guys!

the sweetest ting

i reali wana express my thanks n gratitude to my 2 GAs tt were with me on 1 of my big clients in 06/07. JN n KG - u guys reali gave me an unexpected surprise n made my day today!

all started on msn with JN (nick was Anybody interested to go Siem Reap, Taiwan or Hokkaido next year?wow!! plannin for next yr?") :

me : wow!! plannin for next yr?
JN : ya.... let ppl know where i intend to go lor if not everytime miss me out then i v difficult to find ppl
me : hahahhahah! serious? u v funi leh! the places u choose lk v diff one leh, ahha
JN: yalor. thats y faster tel ppl
me: ahha... u v funi leh. so free to tink of such things, ahaha.u in ofc today ah?
JN: yup. not free wor. eh.... wanna have lunch tog?
me: (checking who's online) aiya, KG nt in ofc...if nt can lunch tog. cos me fri last day (tink there is timing diff, overlap of msg at tis pt, so the lunch qn timing was weird)
JN: har? where is he? ask him come back la
me: hahaha.. serious? i duno where is he, ahhah
JN: u call him la. hehehe... think he will miss ur voice lo
me: huh? hahha, paiseh ask him cm back leh.
JN: aiyo... tmr u LAST day wor.if he's too far then no choice lor

so tt's hw it all started... went to call KG n then arranged to meet at mrt there. walked over to the jap food tt's beside the Change Alley's Subway, bt then the set meal was lk at least $11, so i told JN too exp le... then she call KG to come dwn fm ground level n we walked over to UOB's Sakae Sushi (JN's suggestion).

had a wonderful lunch!!! din noe Sakae got new menu, so we ordered new stuff to try. first time i eat so many red plates, hahahaha... then KG mentioned that Starbucks giving free coffee at 4pm later, so we made plans to meet n go take fm the OCBC Starbucks later. skip work! hehehe...

they insisted on treatin me to lunch, n i was so touched, cos i reali din expect them to do it for me... i asked JN hw much was lunch, n she say forgot liao, tho we only walked 5 steps fm Sakae..... AWWWWW... they reali r nice ppl..... miss working with them cos we r all fm diff units....

3 more days....

went to closing meeting tis noon for e NT client, mind wasn in the meeting anyway, hahah... then the client commented "so i hear u r moving over to __ ?" wow, out of nowhere he shoot tis. its was lk "errr....", then my mgr quickly say "ya, we r still looking into it", ahahhaha...

oh well, i din get a chance to tell her directly yet, cos she went overseas wen i made the official decision. n tho she is the people manager for our unit, she din play a part in my transfer cos my transfer went through by the direct referal short cut. so was a bit pai-seh tt she had to know it fm the client's mouth. oh well....

oh ya, received sms fm AL today, askin wana meet her for tea-break anot cos she comin to town area 4 an interview. so she tot can bring me over c her bridal shop too. bt timin was diff cos i got to go to the closing meeting (4.30pm reach client's place) and duno wat time the meeting ended oso, so had no choice bt to meet her another time. which was a gd call, cos in the end the stupid draggy meeting ended ard 6.45pm. so much things to talk talk talk, yak yak yak...

i'm gonna transfer

officially accepted and confirmed that i will b transferring over to RAS unit w.e.f 10 dec 07, following my last day on 7 dec 07. promotion n bonus terms look ok, they gonna downgrade me 1 level, bt the pay is downgraded 2 levels, hahaha.... oh well....

no one seems to bother to counsel me at all, so then forget it loh. i dun wana talk to u either. wat logic ist tt sm1 who tendered on fri (wee hrs) get called into The Room on Mon morn vs me who is on last wk of notice is neglected? wat logic given tt tis person is the same grade as me? wat logic ist tt tis person takes over one of my biggest client in 06?

So wat. tis person is leaving oso.

u gonna sink anyway.

its dec le!

weee!!! 6 more days to go b4 my last day!! HAPPY!!

:p