my toe surgery

had surgery on my left third toe on mon, cos there's this lump at the base of the toe tt's causing pain wen i walk, esp wen i wear high heels.... nurse gave instructions to reach at 930, bt turns out that the surgery was scheduled to start at 1030 am instead. bt doc nv came on time, up til1130 then they asked me to proceed to the surgery room from the day surgery ward. went in n waited agn, duno for hw long, bt it feels lk 45min to me. then went inside the actual surgery room where i was knocked out in abt 2min, hahah.... wen i woke up there were nurses quarreling in the waiting bay, so have to wait agn... then they wheel me back to the day surgery ward. then i slept agn, haha... woke up ard 4 and called dear. then they gave me apple juice to drink, c if i got vomit then aft a while gave me milo and bread. then i started takin pics while waiting for discharge, haha.... my bed # is 23! hehehe....

my poor hand with the insertion tube for the aneathesia (i tink), haha!

view from my bed of the day surgery ward, with my milo n empty bread plate, ahaha...

dear came by aft work to see me, n laugh at my leg which was wrapped until like tis:

then dear gave me surprise, haha... gave me a stalk of flower and row of choc, hehehe.... for my speedy recovery and for our 3 yr anniversary of meeting! sweet :)

hav to keep 2 my resolution

well... had a big quarrel with dear on friday abt the quarrels tis wk, mostly talkin abt the vouchers ting, hw i'm stubborn n dun lk ppl to tell me n i jus do it. then also abt hw i cant handle tings cos will pick on him and hw even if i dun tink its my fault i shldn talk to him in a bad tone, tt sort of things....

fri started with me meetin dear for dinner, n i had warned him tt i cant reali cfm the time to meet cos i noe i'll b rushin tt stupid E**I stuff since i wun b ard on mon n tues. bt tt was ok, cos dear said he'll wait. n so wen we met up, we walked over to suntec. bt tings din feel rite cos i was the one talkin most of the time n he was v laggy n nua nua. so i asked if its cos he was sick n if so then we can jus eat anythin n go hm (tryin to be considerate). bt he said he's ok so we proceeded over to hav dinner at marina subway, which ran out of bread so we went to suntec subway.

by tis time i tink i asked him abt 9 times if he's ok le.... cos he was talkin to me in a fakey kinda way, lk fake concern n those plastic answers....

then we jus ate n prep to go home, wen he rec'd a call fm his frens askin him out n he said ok. then i asked him again for the duno hw mani times wats wrong wif him tt day. n he said he'll tell me. so on the shuttle bus, he said its got to do wif all the quarrels tt we had tis wk n if i cant change then he'll change, by avoiding conflict with him. so then we argued on the bus, n his frens kept sms/call him so i jus stop talkin n close my eyes.

wen we got off the bus n walked for quite a distance, he asked me y i dun hav anythin to say. i said "i asked u a qn jus now bt u din reply yet", then he said "y cant u repeat agn if tt's wat u always said i din do?" n tt started the whole argument agn. in the lift we jus kept quiet n wen the lift opened, i refuse to walk out cos he had the look which i noe he'll jus walk off n nt send me to e door n go meet his frens. he jus sorta yank me out of the lift n i walked first, n open e door. i din noe he had walked off so i turn ard n there's no one!!

i was so angry tt he jus walked off!! i left the door open n went upstairs to find him bt he wasnt there, so i walked one more flight up n shouted at him " so u jus gonna walk off like tt?" then agrue abt "u walk off first, u din say anythin" blah blah.

anyway, cut the story short is we went back to my hse bt din talk cos i was wiping dog poo n he was waitin in the hall. wen i finished, i walked out fm kitchen, casually pointed at the door n asked "so wat time u meetin them?" he took it as i was chasin him n he said "ok, i leave, so u hav nothin to say". i was so angry i said "the whole nite i asked u so mani times wats wrong n u lied to me by saying nothin. jus now u jus walk off fm me n now u r gog to do the same thing? so u r v rite in doin all these things???"

he jus gave me a v angry n fierce look n reali walk out of the door.

i was soooooooo angry.... i walked back to my room n called him. sayin tt he shldn hav done tt to me n everythin. he oso yelled back at me tt i was the one who pointed at the door, n it was his frens who arranged to meet even b4 he asked me out for fri. then he said 3 quarrels in a wk is not a gd sign, lk tt how to have any future....

anyway, he walked back n we talked. bt then his frens called agn n he had to go. i went to pee n wen i came out to the hall, he jus hugged me n said " the point is.... i love u.... n so i know its not goin to work if it cont's to b lk tis, tt's y its so impt to me. u hav to admit ur faults..."

i was so touched, i cried. cos he seldom says the 3 words to me....

guess the counter is restarted agn. i must avoid quarrels. must improve myself. target no quarrels for next 3 mths, baby steps first. so until 22/9/07!!!!!

i wana slap sm1

had planned to meet dear after work yest cos was in trainin for the whole day so expected to be able to slip off at 430-ish. and the best thing is the whole day none of the two managers called me to ask for me so i'm decidin between bochup (u no call means no need me) or to appear concerned and shoot myself by calling them and checking the status. turns out that CW complains abt the GA not amending the things correctly, and cant reach RB at all on the phone. so i called client and asked when she expects the things, to which she said "oh, RB say u'll amend tonite and give us tom". wa lau!!! i'm lk HEFH???????? dun bother to tell me tt u need me so assume i'll send myself to slaughter???? so angry loh, treat me so lk for granted and push blame on me.

then dear sms me tell me the guy tt's selling the vouchers (for D's wedding tis sun) can meet at 615 at marsiling mrt, if not then its wkend town. so i said i'll cfm aft course, n the guy said ok, latest let him noe by 530 whether meeting. n i'm tinkin, ok, stil hav an hr for course to over-run, in case.

so then the course ended ard 445, n i decided to go back n c hw's the stuff. to which i saw my table was taken by TW, and TW tell me "they were packin the compactus n took all ur stuff out, its all there". wa lau!??!?!?!? huh????? u jus take out my things, put at my desk wen we r sup to clear all the ofc area yest?? so u definately expect , cfm, chop + guarantee tt i'll cm back aft course to clear the shit??? wen no one tells me tt they took out the stuf?????? wa lau!!!!!! KKN!!!!! its lk "HELLO?!?! the space will b taken by other ppl then i put where???" i'm so damn angry loh!!! then i jus tell EY, u say can put there, y in the end they throw out my stuf?? i'm so angry loh. walked over to the compactus to c if tt space ist taken up by other ppl (who threw mine out to put his!!!), bt the space was stil clear. saw tt other shelves were in boxes, nt bags. so then ok, i'm gonna put in box too so u hav no reason to THROW my things out!

feel lk slappin all the ppl loh, so inefficient??? jus change fm bags to boxes??? cant they do it instead of jus THROW the stuff out??? KKN!!!

then the world best is when i'm packin the RB call me over to "discuss". so agn hav to sit there, spoon feed and flip the pg one by one again. by tis time its 5 already. then he say wan amend, so i ask GA to cont amendin, walk back. CW say mus clear with client on the pts today, n where's the amended copy? so ask the GA to amend then go use another person's phone to clear with client.

arghhhhh.... so then its 530 le. so tell dear ok, i tink i can go. 615 marsiling mrt.

stil tot got time.

then the cock RB ask me go over agn n discuss. then i ask him wat time u need to stay til? then he jus stare a while n say finish changin then can go. then i said ok. then he found lk more things to change..............................

ask GA to change. then set up laptop to send to client. 6 already.

call dear, tell him i'll cab down to take then meet him orch, cos he wana watch movie.

send out email. 608pm. call dear if he can go le, we can cab dwn tog, then he say cant. at least 620, i go ahead.

shut down, go downstairs draw $$ then board cab. then uncle say wa, so far. then rd jam jam jam. reach china sq n fone ring. dear say he knock off le. where m i..................... arghhhh

then slept on way to mrt, then went back mrt. total cab fare $40........................

sian... then reach orch need dear to gimme $20 for cab. then dear nag at me say i shldn b so stubborn to insist to go meet the guy, shld wait for wkend, in the end spend so much on cab. sian.... so i was angry on the way to dinner. ask dear to order chix korean noodle. then wen the fd came, its non-spicy n noodle is lk mee pok. i'm soooooo angry!!! bt dear left to buy his fd, so i wait for him to come back n i went to the stall to ask for change, n they wun. will onli change the soup to spicy.

anyway, the whole nite is jus sian. me in angry mood n dear in quiet mood. so jus watch movie. tink its the first movie we watched without kissing at all. of cos not those long long ones la, bt a quick peck or a sniff at the hair. bt none loh. v sian.

then tis morn oso no sms fm him or email fm him. lunch oso he go arrange with his frens n nt me. knew i gog for brain scan today oso nv sms me later to ask how or wateva. jus sms me to say tt got issue so he jus left ofc (at 830pm).................................................................

Today n yest is jus so bad. nothin nothin to cheer up at all..................................................................

handicraft weekend

oh no... one more week before Dennis's ROM and we stil haven managed to get the wedding toasting flutes to turn out rite, sigh... wanted to give them a pair of personalised champagne glasses with their names and the ROM date etched on, using the glass etching cream. bt duno y end up buying 2 tubes of the cream and stil doesnt work. the 1st one was too creamy, the second one got the "matt rough" feel of etched on bt it doesnt stay on even aft one nite of curing it as the words can be peeled off aft contact with water. v disappointed and sad cos spent abt two weekends researching, buying and cutting the stencils etc. and stil doesnt work... actuali the effect is quite nice, just tt its not waterproof, which i duno y cos the stupid website of the product claims it can last "numerous times"... arghhhh.... and their proj sheet can illustrate until so many colours and designs. dun undst y anyone would spend so much effort if cant wash?!?!?!?




anyway, tis is how the glass look lk aft the etching...

does it look nice? ahahhaha.. dear say the font v kiddy tho :s anyway, this is the close up:

oh ya, forgot to mention that fri nite went dinner with dear's extended family agn... tis time is his parents give treat (bt in the end dear settle the bill, hahhaha), n we went to the Pu Tian at Kitchener rd, which sells "Heng Wah" cuisine and ate a full dinner (partially oso cos i not much appetite, hahah)... then the smallest cousin call me "yi yi" wor!! then i so embrassed... cos his mum ask him to call me "yi yi" cos she say the cousin call dear "gu gu"... then i jus smile smile loh, i oso v embrassed... ;o

then the most embrassing part is wen gog to leave them they deciding hw to go to dear's hse.. then his "da gu" say "they liao gong pao follow XX's car la" while pointing at me and dear! then i jus OMG face turn n look at dear wif the food in my mouth, then OMG, huri look dwn n eat.. then they all saw my rxn.... :( then they laugh laugh at me n also c my red face... then dear's mum sit bside me din hear the comment n asked ard wat hap, so the story get told agn, then i so embrassed..................................................................................................... luckily the waitress cm n ask smthin abt the menu so i jus pretend to look at the menu blah blah...............................................................................................

the very full dinner

just came back fm a v full dinner that was thrown by dear's 3rd uncle. turns out that he was promoted, so "qing ke" to the extended family wor, so nice rite? cant imagine my extended family doing the same thing AT ALL, hahha.... so we went to eat at this restaurant at vivo, 3rd floor, called imperial herbal something. its just beside the Daiso shop... dinner was sup to start at 730, bt i reached there late cos rushin down from client's place n hav to wait for the mgr to finis reviewing the files first loh. anyway, i reached there ard 745 :( luckily dear was late too, so he waited a while for me at the ground floor. so we were the last two to reach, so paiseh....

anyway, dinner was lk 5 or 6 courses i tink. food was v gd!! every dish was so nice!! esp like the third dish where we had deep fried prawns in fruit salad basket. so its tangy and sweet at the same time... another nice dish was the dessert, where fried pieces of yam and tapioca were fried in malt sugar. so wen its served, u hav to quickly dip the pieces into ice to solidify it.... yumsss!!!

would recommend the restaurant to anyone!!! very nice food + scenary (Sentosa sea view) + transport is easy. :)

there's another family dinner with dear's extended family to celebrate his aunt coming back frm HK, bt this time is dear's parents treating loh. hope can finis work in time to go down for the dinner, tho its further fm client's place.... so nt sure whether can make it anot... fm clementi to kitchener road leh...hmmmm

doggie's bday

hehehe... 7/6/07 is my doggie's bday! so i made an effort to come back early fm work today, so that can manage to sayang her n give her lotsa hugssss b4 she go sleep sleep. hehe.... bt so busy wif work these few mthssss that i din managed to buy her a doggie cake as i initially wanted to. wanted to make it a celebration cos she's a full 10 yrs old! so happy that she's been beside me for the past 10 yrs, n for all the sweet memories that she gave me (everyone was so memorable and treasured).... muacks!!

oh ya, went to wala on weds nite, and got so wasted, hahah... bt nt at wala la. was wen i reached hm then the full effect kick in. went black out then subsequently broke out in cold sweat!! *argh* i'm such a POOR drinker loh!!! its only beer that i'm drinking leh!!! cant believe it. can anyone teach me hw to drink???

new blog

hey hey.... moved from my old blog to here, so that easier to read all my other frens' blogs too. oh ya, n the date today looks nice too "6/6/07" hahaha.... *lame*

today got a surprise from my client!!! the client sent over a flower basket to me, with the BRANDS chicken essence n bird nest wor!!

everyone in the ofc was lk "waaaa, i wan a bottle too", hahaha... so kind of the client. cos client wanted to send stuff over last fri, bt i mentioned tt i not ard cos go hospital, then client sent me the flower basket today wor! so touched... hehehe.... then i told the mgr abt it, n she was so convinced that next yr i hav to take back tis client "jiu shi ni le", hahaha....

anyway, work is still so stress, arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i need to split myself into ten other "me" in order to do the things. y they kip giving me new things last min n expect me to take n take n take.... sigh....