i wana go to the beach!

have been on leave since 23/8 (Th), so its actuali 2 working days bt plus the wkends, makes me feel bored at home. having insomnia oso, weds nite cant sleep, ard 4+ then force myself to slp. sigh.....

wana go to the beach!! miss the times wen go there to feel the sea breeze, lie back to gaze at stars..... oh ya, n the food huntin ard tt area too, hehehehe.... so nice jus to laze ard on the grass, listen to music n look at planes tt r flyin past :)

marriage

there's all these talk abt marriage, its lk a super hot topic in 2007. sigh. abt 30min aft my last blog entry, i got to know fm a gd fren of mine tt another gd fren is already engaged. both of them r my ex-colleagues, so we're of the same age. guess wat? tis other gd fren tt's engaged only dated e guy (whom is a fellow colleague of hers) for ard 8-9mths. so fast! heard fm e gd fren of mine tt they r quite steady one, relationship v stable. even the ofc ppl started calling her mrs XXX months ago liao, hahhaa...

well, although pleasantly surprised by the news n hapi for her, it makes me wonder abt myself. n my own future. me gog to b 3yrs le, yet report card is stil 0. 8mths get proposal. sigh

talked abt it wif dear. get the usual response on nt ready, no career n longevity. well... sad. i'm nt gog to b able to hav much er ren shi jie n gog to hav kids quite old. sigh. i would lk abt 2 yrs of "honeymoon" period, where we can go travelling, enjoy late nites etc. then hav kids ard 27 n 29. it would b gd to hav kids early so tt the age gap is nt big, n also cos its nt gd for women to hav kids late as the aging process is accelerated n slimmin dwn in more diff. guess i'll nv b able to meet tis target le. jus lk i nv managed to get married by 25.

jus makes me feel there's no pt in celebratin my bday anymore. its no longer a happy occasion.

NDP!

whee! its ndp! so it spells goooddddddd weather for the whole day wor, bt sadly we missed the fireworks, coz we were walking hm from dinner at e alexander hawker. sobssss.... tink its the first time we missed the ndp fireworks. nvm la, at least we get to snuggle up in aircon in bed n watch movie on laptop aft tt, hee..... lurvveeeee my dear's broad shoulders n chest! muwah! so nice to hug n sleep in!

oh ya, n a bit of withdrawal syndrome la. since we went to e pasir ris chalet last sun til tues. bought jolene along, n she so poor ting loh, she was so afraid of everythin tt she was so alert thru-out. hahaha, even dun dare to sleep, ahaha... anyway, it was a one and half day of mahjong n eatin in cos parents came over on sun aftnn until mon nite. then mon nite til tue check out is ourselves. watched "surf up" on laptop, which is a nice movie!!!! hahahaha...

ya loh, tt's hw i got my withdrawal syndrome fm my dear. hehehe...

oh, tis wk i'm on leave oso. took 4 days, cos today is ndp. tom last day le. sigh. the emails are lk 100 for tt 2 days nv work. sigh. so depressing.

which affected my mood yest, cos i checked emails b4 i met dear to go to his fren's hse for potluck cum bday celebration for 2 of his frens. which was fun, to c tt dear got so many close frens. oh ya, n his fren oso talked abt his impending wedding arrangement n honeymoon plans. wa, then he talked abt the places tt they r deciding - south america, south africa, whole of japan, denmark, greece etc. wow!!! so nice. they went so much places tog le, so plannin quite a few places to go for honeymoon since its a 3 wks ting. so envy them. the furthest i went with dear was krabi. they went europe tog le! so nice.....