prob wif pics!!!!

i cant manage to upload pics or drag them to the end of my sentences!!!!! ARGHHHHH!!! they jus kip appearin at the top of my post!!!! argh!!!!!! ANGRY!!!!

dear's bday!

wow, finali "executed" my BIG plan for dear's bday yest. lil hiccup in the morn, wen he was sup to meet me at raffles place mrt at 915, bt he reached at 930am instead. so then we waited v long 4 e bus to come at marina bay mrt, so afraid tt will miss the 10am ferry.

hehe... dear was totally in the dark abt my plan 4 e day, cos i only told him to wear v casual n bring tanning lotion n board shorts. heh! so exciting loh.

anyway, the bus came at 949am, and we managed to catch the 10am ferry to the southern islands. spent the day at the islands lazing ard (goin to kusu island first then final stop at st john's island), then gave dear his 1st surprise, which is my handbaked cheesecake. ekkeke... sang bday song n dear blew out candle. kekek... then we laze ard with music then went for a dip then bathe. then went up to the lifeguard tower for a nice bird's eye view of the scenary where i gave dear's the Pooh pouch that i cross-stitched myself. took many pics, ahha... then waited for ferry to bring us back to kusu island, where we prayed for a while then sat at the beach where i gave dear his second present, kekeke.. he was so surprised i bought the Calvin Klein boxers for him, cos they're v exp ($40!), bt he reali liked it hehehe....

overall, very nice day trip to relax. dear kept commentin on the clear waters, ahha, even said dun need to go phuket le!! so fun swimmin in the clear water with the small fishes swimmin ard in the clear water. :) dear say next time can bring bread feed the fishes, hahha... next time? hahaha.. bt sadly din get to c the coral reefs or dolphins tt i read abt on other websites. oh well....

then ferry back to mainland, where we were so tired we jus fell alseep on the ferry and on mrt back to Toa Payoh! went back to his hse for a real shower (cos the st john island shower cant adjust, n jus kip shootin water lk 20cm above my head !! arghhh!! :( ) then waited for his bro to book out for the first weekend.

then the whole 5 of us went to eat at Pu Tien restuarant at Jln Besar.hahha... bookin was changed fm 730 to 830 and we're stil late, ahhaha... reach only at 9, ahha. had a v v full dinner! costs dear abt $90, haha...

then his mum wana go Mustafa shop so we jus crossed the st to shop shop, bt his dad dun lk the place cos a lot of ppl n he tired, so we left the place quite soon aft tt....

will post pics of the southern islands up aft dear gimme, cos its in his cam... ahha, sounds familiar hor? ahahaha!

blue mon

its so late now n yet i cant slp.

i called the SGH PS in the aftn n got an appt for next mon. oso found out tt the cost had increased to $7+ (fm a forum post),up from $4500 or so in Jun'06. so now the reality is lk double initial expectation.

called dear up n he oppose to spending more than $2K for his share, n said $4K too much n he no money. then say he tink n discuss at nite.

at nite he stil object n say cancel the appt (which will cost $87, cos me treated as private patient cos no referral n ask for specific doc), which i was lk this is a rare opportunity tt u hav a 2.5wks break to b with me wen i go thru the PS! bt he was stil reluctant. then he say " its my money. i rather spend it on myself, zapping my eyes or wateva ".

i was so sad when i heard tt. my tears welled up. i jus said i wan2 put down the phone now. i mean hw can he say tt??? he rather use it on himself?? its lk sayin i rather b with sm1 else then go out with u, i rather go slp then tok to u, i rather eat better fd myself then spend on u.....................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so selfish!!! so he rather cont to critise n verbal abuse me then to let me do the PS? cos is his $$?? when last time he kip buggin me y dun go 4 PS??? n tt he say will pay half of it????

hw can i trust wat he says to me anymore? he kip changing wat he promised to me b4. how can i belive wat he says to me???? how can i see whether he is real anot???????

;(

Takaya bistro

my Jap buffet treat to dear for clinchin the CS job offer - Takaya bistro 20 Sep 07:

lotsa lotsa sashimi!!! not to forget chawamushi ;p v v gd food, i wana go back there agn.... hehehe

look at all the food we ordered, ahhaa... tis is only the second order. we went on to order more sashimi leh, kekek... the soft shell crab was gd n the salmon sashimi was the most ordered item for us, hehehe.... v worth it for $25 ++ per person for dinner, regardless of wkday or wkends. service is gd n prompt, wil go back there agn!

drunk out!

ahaha... last nite left zouk at 2+ or so, cos all army guys n dear say no gals for him to see, so boring. so then we sat at the hdb flats downstairs for a while, tinkin of wat to do next. aft abt an hr or 45min (cant rem), we decided to walk to GWC 4 dear to draw $ first then check out zion road hawker stil open anot. i was intending to eat the UE sq Bak Kut Teh, bt hav to walk far n my legs hurt fm wearing the heels...

turns out zion road was closed, n we walked to the river valley stretch of food shops which were stil open. walked ard n sat down at one prata shop, bt dear was lk "lets go my hse n eat maggi mee instead".. actuali can c he wana go hm slp cos he tired le, so i said ok loh.. tho i was concerned wif wat his parents will tink abt me sleepin over n so red the body...

anyway, we reached his hse at 4+... n i was havin bad headache at tis time. dear went to bathe first n i removed makeup, then i bathed n he cooked the nicest nicest maggi mee. kimchi noodles with spring onions n luncheon meat n 2 eggs! so nice, yum yum!

then we go slp. me on his bed n he on his bro's bed. me woke up at 8+ feeling v hot,then turn on aircon n cont slp. then we went out to c whether the famous kway chup open, bt it was not. so we walked to the Lor 1 mkt to eat.

n the carrot cake was the nicest i ever eaten!! i dun like to eat white carrot cake, bcos past exp was tt it was tasteless, so i always eat black carrot cake. bt this white carrot cake was so v good!!!! only $2 oso, so cheeeaaaaapppppp!!!

then in the aftn dear got the cfm call fm CS, say can go down sign contract at 5pm!! so happy!! i jumped up n down in frnt of him, ahhaa... then we watched a movie n i called hm to say not eating dinner, cos wana celebrate.

aft the movie we went to cityhall area while i waited for dear. then we walked over to chinatown to eat Takaya Bistro, the jap buffet. my treat. :)

the buffet was great, n we ordered lotsa sashimi,hehehhe... wil post pics another time cos taken wif dear's hp. yums yums.... anyway, me stil duno where to eat dear's bday dinner... how!!

zouk mambo

goin to zouk mambo later with dear. so excited, so long nv go le. dear took off on tom so that he can go mambo with me today. told parents stayin over at dear's fren hse, bt intend to party til the end n eat then wait 8+ go dear's hse sleep...

then thurs mayb go wing tai or wat cos dear need to buy suit for his fren's wedding...

rushing on the x-stitch now!!!! did til 4+ yest... how how... mus complete as much as possible if nt cant in time for dear's bday next fri le....

oh ya, we gog malacca on fri!!! just the 2 of us, so can shop shop shop!!!

mooncakes

back to work early in the mornin to clear the L**I files with partner and send out accounts to client. tot only stay in the morning then can go off already, bt turns out mgr wans me to clear everythin nice nice then can go. so bcame nv eat lunch til 4pm then leave ofc.

walked to chinatown "tong heng" to buy mooncakes. two boxes - one for my parents from dear and one for dear's parents. then another 2 pieces which mum say is give ah zai uncle.

sup plan to give the mooncakes to dear wen he is stil at home b4 go IPPT, bt so late then go buy so not in time le. so then i went home with all the mooncakes.

dear passed his IPPT!!! even tho he was feeling sick, so proud of him.

sick again

sigh, fell sick agn yest. sup to wake up at 6am to meet dear n family at pasir ris n send his bro off to army. bt then at 5am woke up wif v bad stomachache, those that cramp n go cramp n go. ate med n apply oil oso no use. then at 6 plus wanted to go toilet diarr, turns out that diar n vomit at the same time. ya, n so i vomited over myself n on the floor. both side out.

then went to sleep n dear came over in the aftnn to pei me, n i slept agn. then parents went out for friend's dinner n dear went downstairs to ta bao for me then aft dinner i fell asleep on the sofa. smtin abt the med makes me v drowsy :(

dear left at 10pm to meet frens for drinks then i went to sleep immediately. today 12pm then wake up, ahahaha... the med reali v drowsy. then aft lunch, ate med n sleep agn. aft dear met up his frens (to discuss fren's wedding next mth), we met up n go his hse for dinner.

stayed till 1030pm cos watch the Hero movie on tv, then i took bus back myself. chilly weather today. v nice! i like this type of chilly weather. nice to cuddle in bed with choc, hahahahah!!!

hapi hapi day

hee, woke up to a rainy mon morn n decided to sleep in instead loh, hahaha... v bad hor? haha... then meet up with dear for lunch n had viet food agn. then dear told me stuff abt wat hap in the morn wen he tendered, then i went back to ofc le.

finished up my APM, hapi hapi... then dear called n ask if wana go eat family dinner as sup to eat last sat. smtin lk eat b4 his bro go to army tis sat. then i said mum cook le, then he told his bro n said his bro sounded frantic n sorta disappointed. ahahha...

then i felt sori n went to buy a slice of mud pie fm coffee bean to pass to dear, so tt he can give his bro later. *smiles* and so walk walk over to dear's ofc to pass to him n dear took train with me to my station n took the opp direction back, cos no time to send me home le.

hapi hapi day in conclusion :)

(well, mayb except for the fact tt i noe i'll die tom, cos the stupid irritating ptr finalli c the files which was sat on for 3.5wks!!!! n i hav to finis them by wed cos thurs i on course n fri on leave. WORLD BEST. )

bt oh well, love conquers
all!!!! heheheeee

9th Sep!!

omg... the most amazing ting hap today...

i 4x C and 1x E. i actuali E !!??!?!?! OMG.... this is the date to remember man.....

i cant believe it loh.

n the results came at toilet loh.... shocking shocking...

cant believe it....

dear say now i upgraded fm the minority lucky few to the super minority few. hehehe... then i tell him tt today is once off, doesnt mean i'll b lk tt next time. then he say of cos, hav already is v gd le, hahaha....

9th SEP!!! the day that i amazed even myself, ahhaha...

dream dream dream

first, there is the real dream. the one that u drift into in the middle of the night, the one where only u know under the dark blue sky. - i dreamt of dropping my teeth agn. the type where the tooth is super decayed and crushed up when u spit the tooth out. yes. its so decayed that u dun need to go to the dentist to pull it out. it jus gets spit out of your mouth.

then, there is the reality dream. ya, contradicting phase. well, its the one where u hope to get/acheive in real life, sorta like a goal. but its nt somethin u can make into a new year resolution kinda thing, you know? cos its not within my control. so how to make it into a resolution since u cant do much to acheive it? well, guess its pretty obvious - marriage. at least a proposal rite? bt well, the 1) life 2) charc 3) finance 4) family/mum reasons still stays. as it had been for the past few years... when will he change his mind?