stil sick

sigh... i'm stil sick!! not recovering at all. more n more med for me to eat fm the doc, so sad.

guess it doesn help tt work is depressing too. all those vicious gossip mongers!!! n tt no matter wat, i cant go on my leave or i have tons of work to clear n no one to help me. sigh, feel v demoralised with work. so wan to quit badly, bt wil lugi a lot a lot if i quit n encash all those leave, cos of the way they calculate e encashment based on claim date's pay n not encashment date's pay. sighhhh... a lot of ppl resignin also, which affected my workload in the end, sigh....

dear say hang on for one more yr, since the rest of the year me mostly clearing leave. ok loh. try to do so. hope i can still hang on for one more yr. hope so, hope so. mayb can quit n stay at hm look aft kids? hahaha... tink too much, tink too far. *slap myself* well, i hope so la. gd news gd news. one more yr! well, mus strive hard for my own happiness!!

sick leh

so sad... fell sick yest. woke up wif a bad sore throat, kip taking lozenges during the day oso no use. then met up dear for e 33rd mth anniversary (hee!) then the body ache got worse, then as the nite pass, the headache and giddiness got even worse. wa, until i jus wana lie down on the floor. so sorry dear, 4 nt being a norm self bt a sick person.... oh ya, n 4 nt reading the tony roma discount coupon properly cos the 1-4-1 promo starts on 1/8/07, hahahah... make u gian then cant eat. but the jap fd tt we eat in the end was gd too mah, hahaha... soooooo cheap!! hahaha, half price jap bento fm Carrefour. kekekke...

dear gave me 2 blocks of Meiji choc in the bus, so sweet :) hehehe... my e-card oso v sweet mah, thinkin of work n puppies n YOU! hahahaha....

anyway, today restin at home, stil hav the sore throat n body ache, n jus feel so gong gong leh. hope to recover soon, so can enjoy my promo dinner (which i paid $60 man!) this fri!!

i wan tis tee!!!!

wa, cant get my mind off tis tee aft seein it at OG chinatown on fri bt they dun hav my size... y y y sale always dun hav my size?? arghhhh... hope tom can manage to get it at bugis!!!!!!!! pls pls pls!!!! ahhahahaha.... i'm gog crazy over tis tee!

malacca trip

wheee.... back fm the malacca wkend trip wif dear's family, which is a 3D2N thingy of food n shoppin! haha... now i feel so stuffed up even wen i'm back in sg, n i even eat lesser supper wor, so amazing! anyway, will post the pics up when i'm go back ofc to dl e pics cos home connection is slow. funi/memorable tings tt hap during the trip were:

1) his mum kip naggin at his bro ("wan2 go toilet anot? go la, u better go. quick go toilet!)
2) his bro kip ignoring her ("Dun wan! dun wan!!" then 3sec b4 we go, he go pee (-_-)")
3) his dad complaining abt the fd (salty, oily, heaty, dirty, etc)
4) dear tryin to accomodate for all the above! ;p
5) ... oh ya, n his mum kip popin over to our rm........ (-,-)

happy yest sad today

y my life is always so up and down? yest was stil so hapi, cos left the client place early at 3+pm to go for hosp checkup. then went home to change to jeans n rushed dwn to the cathy to buy tiks for the transformers show at 710pm. was hapi to get the seats tt i wanted, then walked ard to area waitin for dear to knock off. got to eat MOS also (ta bao into cinema) for dinner. movie was fantastic! had initially tot its gonna boring cos i duno the story at all n its all machines+robots (blah). bt it turned out the movie was great!!! even better than spiderman3 wor!! the plot was gd, the action was gd (tho a bit deafenin at times, haha), and got funi parts too...

then the sad part is today. first, got my portfolio only today, cos last wk was busy with L*VI to take it at the seniors' meeting. turns out that the jobs given to me were 100% new to me + well-known shit. ARGHHHHHH!!!! is it time to go?????????????? they took away all my past jobs, wat does tt say???!?!?! they dun appreciate me rite? ok, fine, u dun have to LOVE me lk i'm a scholar, bt u took away ALL my jobs?????

wa lao, then took train with dear to tiong bahru to meet the seller of the fan, n guess wat, i got stepped on by a woman in front of me. it HURTS!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so painful my toe throbssss n swells up!!!
world best is she step on the toe tt was operated on!! wa lao, she step on the nail n the flesh loh, n i tink she lk wear 7in super thin heels!!! wa lao, its so painful tt the tears jus came, n i controlled them until i was out of the train then the tears jus came down, i jus sobbed at the bench loh. wa lao!!!! lucky dear was there to comfort me n provide tissue, hahaha... bt it damn hurts!!!!!

damn it loh. jus wen i was tryin to walk normally agn, tis stupid woman stepped on me n makes walking painful agn! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

work work work

sigh... been busy with the LE*I client, that i went back to work last Wed n nv took my mc at all. hopefully the LE*I client dun hav so much review pts fm the mgr, cos no time to clear on the field already as pulling out tis Fri. Mgr only managed to see small sections today, sighhhhh... its gonna b another draggy round of clearing + drafting agn, sighhhh...

mayb will work tis sat, since got the D*H client also to clear for reporting... sighhh... bt dear got wedding lunch tis sat, so i wun feel so sad gog back to ofc, can "an wei" myself tt i am workin while waitin for him to meet for dinner, at least..... sorta "san mao" attitude loh.....

sighh... shld i cont with my job???