mpc

dear came over to lido n we had kfc for dinner. then we decided to walk ard, n i dragged him to clarity cos wanted to c how the actual ring with side design looked lk as we quite cfm want to make tt ring for the guy. tis is hw the ring (for the guy) look lk:



bt then dear din wana walk into the shop, so he was angry cos he said the lady boss recognised us n was lookin at us fm inside the shop (which had closed). so with an upset mood, we decided to go home.

at my hm, in my rm, we had argument abt the guy's ring n the prices. he said i tok too loud n i was unhapi abt the progress of the rings (he placed order for the lady ring with YT yest aftn, since they said can collect on 18th). so then came the usual ting abt me not apologising, me being too 'ba dao' during arguments etc.

tis morn had to go Zhou Kitchen at 11am to site-view again n discuss abt power sockets etc. was rainin in the morn n dear left hm late. so i slowed tings down n i was late in meetin him at anchorpt. then he tried to say helo to me wen walkin on a narrow pavement with overgrown plants, so i said later, since i'm carryin laptop n holding umbrella at the same time. then he started sulkin abt hw i rejected him....

(-.-)"

then came the episode abt me give him black face at Zhou Kitchen, n hw we ended up leavin the place at 1245pm n sup to reach MPC at 1pm. so i was v stress since need to eat lunch n go dwn in 15min. he decided to take mrt, n as we were walkin on the way, 64 past us. then the anchorpt shuttle bus to mrt. by nw it was 1250. so i got aggitated n said take cab.

lunch was a small bowl of fishball mee gobbled down. then rush to mpc. we're the last couple to arrive, bt nt the last one in the rm, cos there was another couple doin the PREPARE inventory outside.

so during the mpc, couples were light-hearted n talkin while the both of us were nt in a gd mood. n it felt meaningless to me. sigh. then i started tinkin y m i doing all these. shld i b doin this? m i makin the rite decision? as the course goes on abt differences n conflicts, i felt more demoralised. it was only towards the end of the course wen we go through sm sharin activities then the feelin got let go.

as we were doing our PREPARE inventory aft the course, the coordinator left us in the room to ans the qn. then dear said hello to me agn :)

so all's well agn (* v *)

then we went to make the guy ring at golden mile n then wen to ofc to print the invites. n i went hm alone aft tt, cos he go meet his frens sup at suntec.

the bus i took home smelt of stale pee. salty n sour. i find it so hard to bear!!!